i know its my fault. i shouldnt have said those things. but i didnt break my promise right? hais. today just doesnt feel the same as yesterday. since we got together, this always happens. im so sick and tired of it. almost every week, we always have a cold war, a period of sadness or whatever. i just hate all this things so much. if we hadn't got together, im sure life would be better for us.
now, im thinking, whether we should have gotten together in the first place. if we didnt, we wouldnt have so many problems. we seldom meet, seldom go out. this relationship feels so fake. i know i;ve not been doing much for you.. but i want to start doing from today.
you dont like me going out with a girl, yet you go out with a boy and have so much fun. you dont like cold wars, but u are the one who always initiate it. you dont like me to break promises and i;ve tried my best not to. but you're still not happy. should we just end this? cause this shoudnt continue. maybe you'll be happier with someone else who doesnt make you sad. if you aren't happy, let me go by all means..
Labels: 16 May 2007, what exactly does a woman want?
it's good u realisedi'll love u with all my heart <3